Friday, April 30, 2010


Wheeeee.... The exams has ended!=)

The last paper this morning was Industrial Statistics. It was okay, I guess or I hope so.

Anyways, I'm done packing. And I'm going home!!!!! oh home sweet home...=)

I guess that's all for now.=)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

A Great Year

Time flies. And it’s true sometimes we don’t feel it.

Last june,I entered university Malaysia Pahang as an undergraduate to pursue industrial chemistry.

This coming Friday, I would have finished my first year.

This one year has indeed been a great, unexpected and wonderful one year. I met many great friends. Some are my roommates, some are my coursemates while others are just random people who aren’t exactly connected to me but they made my life complete.
I’ve been to many places in this one year too. The KL trip when we had holidays due to the outbreak of H1N1 in the university, the CNY 2010 event, my course reunion dinner for CNY, trip to Cherating, Teluk Chempedak, Gua Charas and Sungai Lembing, the many movies we went too and many eating sessions we had. Not forgetting the many conversations, jokes and laughter we shared. The list is just endless and it will continue to add on in the years we will spend here.

I think that this year have also changed me in many ways. And I sure hope that it is a change for the better.=)

To all my friends especially, Kae Chiam, Sing Ying, Wei Zhen, Pui Shi, How Yee, Geok Gee, Shue Wah, Chew Looi, Chang Yao, Yew Chong, Han Wau, Wei Jian, Esther, Pei Yee, Joanne, Charlotte, Li Ting, Chee, Geraldine, Ai Mei, Sally and Kai Yin…. Just wanna say a big THANK YOU for being such great friends.=)

I’m just glad I came here.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010



I so badly need a miracle to happen tomorrow.

I'm not going to survive my inorganic chemistry final paper tomorrow if it doesn't happen.

Please God,grant that I remember what i read thus far and guide me as I answer the questions tomorrow.

I'm so bloody nervous at this moment.

Monday, April 26, 2010



It's the 26th April already!

5 more days to go!!


Sunday, April 25, 2010

An idiot

Since young we were asked to be kind, not to be selfish and to do good deeds. But how many of this teachings are being practised in the real world?

Sometimes, you yourself is trying so hard...trying so hard to be a good person. What do others see? An idiot who can be stepped on. An idiot who can be bullied. An idiot who doesn't know how to say no.

To those who think so that way, let me say the idiot has an limit too. The idiot is tired of all these. The idiot will be saying lots of NO-s from this day onwards.

Don't say tat the idiot didn't warn you.

Saturday, April 24, 2010


Is it just naturally like that?

I wonder if true friends really exist.

Or do people just look for you when they need you and when they don’t they just brush you aside.

Does being nice to people ensure that you get the same treatment back?

Honestly sometimes, I DOUBT it.

Friday, April 23, 2010

In Just One Day

In just one day,so many things could happen.
Yesterday morning was the day for analytical chemistry paper. Out of the 5 questions, the last 2 was like super alien to me. Sigh.. although it was kinda expected but I was also hoping for a miracle to happen.
After the paper ended, I went out with my coursemates as our next paper is on next Wednesday. We went for lunch. We had Indian food. Nasi briyani. Next on the programme was movie time. This time we watched the recently released Ice Kacang Puppy Love. The sad part was touching enough, the funny part made us laugh, the actors acted well but can’t the ended be a little happier? Lol…I like it though.
Next up, we went to Berjaya Megamall. Yew Chong went bowling while the rest of us ( Chang Yao, Han Wau, Wei Jian, Wei Zhen, Pui Shi, Sing Ying, E.E, Kae Chiam and I ) went wandering around. Dinner was at Sushi Noya. I can’t remember what I had but it was some kinda of noodles and it was not bad.
Teluk Chempedak was our following stop. We sat there and chatted. We had ABC there too. =)
And lastly, before we came back, we made a stop at the dim sum shop where some of them had din sum while my stomach had no more space to fit anything in.
I thought that was the end of my eventful day.
I was online and in facebook,I saw people posting comments on the result of the hostel allocations. Some did not get a place. I went to UMP’s website to check and I was glad I have a place to stay next year.
Then my roommate came back crying. Her dad passed away. We helped her packed her stuff and this lasted till 3.30 am. This morning we all woke up at 7.30 am to send her to the bus stop. I really hope that she will stay strong during this difficult time.
After I came back from the bus stop, I continued my sleep and officially woke up at 11.30 am.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Analytical chemistry


The day I dread the most….

I’m afraid I can’t remember the definations.

I’m afraid I can’t do the calculations.

Then what will I write in my paper?


But tomorrow afternoon will be great. Lol…..

9 more days till I get home....=)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

An answer

1.48 am. One of the last days of my first year being an undergraduate student. I’m supposed to be revising on Industrial and Laboratory Safety but a recent post by my coursemate on the famous social network facebook caught my attention.

This was what he posted :“i've been told all over again by the same thing in my life, get straight As in SPM,get 4.0 in STPM, & now get First Class Honour in U till one question suddenly hold me back...what is life?”
It really caught my attention. I’ve been “kiasu” all my student life. I’ve been trained to be like this. All my classmates are also like this. But the last question is sooo true.

What’s life?

After 20 going to be 21 years living on earth, I still don’t know. I don’t feel that i’m anywhere near the answer either. But it is really worth pondering.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Final Exam for Second Semester

Ah,the finals are here…..

Today is the first day of the final exam. My first paper? Islamic institution. I’m so glad some of the questions were similar to the past year or I would be so dead. I could answer one of the two essay questions I was supposed to write and I crap for the other so I think it wasn’t that bad. Lol…

So,now I can say a big BYE BYE to Islamic institution. I’ll never have to see you again….=)

Next up ,will be Industrial and Laboratory Safety followed by Analytical Chemistry.

Time to do some memorizing…

11 days till I go home….Wheeee….=)

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Deep inside

Deep inside...I know...
There are gaps and everything else that matters....It won't be going anywhere. And my "kiasuness" won't let it develop anyf further either. But I don't know what should I do.
I want it to be like a winnie the pooh and eyeroe thing. It may be that to me but another to you.
Sometimes,life is just unpredictable. I didn't know I took that turn.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

The Last Week

It is already week 14 of the semester. And this means that it is the last week of lecture. Hmm...My mood in response of this? I'm a little happy that it the last week of lecture already, a little scared and nervous since it means that finals is really just around the corner and also a little sad that the good things have come to an end. Next July,it will be another whole new begining. Different subjects, different lecturers and different challenges. Well,it's called life afterall. It has to keep going.

This week is kinda hetic. I've got two quizzes and a test tomorrow, a presentation and a test on thurs. Apart from that there's lab report to be completed as well and many studying to be done.

Tomorrow will also mark the last fitness class I have and the end of cocurriculum subjects for me in uni. I kinda enjoyed it. Even the running part,since I never really ran before. And of course, the trip to Majlis Sukan Negara.

Hmm, all I pray for now is to do well in all the tests,quizzes and presentations this week. And that I can complete my assignments too. Apart from that, I hope that I'll remember what I studied. Lol....

24 more days to go till I get home...Happy,happy...=)