Wednesday, September 28, 2011

She is confused.

She knows what she wants-or so she thinks.
She's determined to not lose out to that brainy one-but deep in her heart she just have to admit, that one is just too brainy.
She wants to work harder-but she doesn't know where else to add up.
She knows she should stay strong and-despite the fact she feels like a little girl and she doesn't want to grow up
She knows she shouldn't be so close- but she really like the comfort given.

She is confused. And she miss it, a lot. Perhaps a lot more than what she expected.
She tried to add the distance, it is so hard.

But she knows pretty well, she is thinking of sleep.

Monday, September 26, 2011

The Power of Nature :)

Never underestimate the power of nature. 
The rolling waves in the ocean, the smooth, beautiful sand, the wind at a seaside. 
It simply churn out all the negative feelings you have and replenish it with the positive vibes. 
You simply feel that life is beautiful. :)









I'm too lazy to write out all the description, hence, let the pictures do all the talking. 

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

It all started with simplicity.

Sometimes we don't realise how much a simple act, such as a touch, a word of comfort or a listening ear can make the difference in another's life.

It all started with those simple words, "...and perhaps you would be happier." 

It was true, I have to admit. And I'm glad for that.  

It went on for many other simple acts.

Treasured. 
Missed.
So much.

But that'll be a great moral boost for me. :)))))


Tuesday, September 20, 2011

*sniff sniff sniff*

Me has been back for a week. And me is sick again. 
*sniff sniff* *sniff sniff**sniff sniff*
On the other hand, me had a good time today.
Shopping.
Movie.
*chop chop*
Sing K.
((((((((:
A lot of things changed after 4 months. LOL.
Me is going to swallom yucky medicine and go oink oink. 
*sniff sniff* 

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Should or should not, that's the question.

I'm not 1+1=3 but it is still equally difficult with a 1+1=3 to decide to go home or not during the november holidays. 
Going home means that I will be in an environment that I'm familiar with. 
But it means that I've broken my promise too. *sigh*
Plus, I might not be happy too. Or either I'll be happy. The probability of the former is looking like it is on the high end at the moment. 
I refuse to cry myself to sleep again and have headache and swollen eyes again.
Perhaps by the time I decide to go home, the tickets will be too expensive then I won't need to do the decision since AirAsia helped me decide. 

P/s: 1+1=3, can you help me decide instead? =p

Friday, September 16, 2011

Here and There, This and That....

Such a weird blog title eh, no? Apparently because I just feel like writing on this beautiful morning, I just came up with a title for this jumbled up post. =p

Welllll, where shall we start?

Happy Malaysia Day to everyone, first of all. I'm sure everyone is currently enjoying the bliss the holidays will ever offer. Lol. :) This means that I have a longer weekend, including the fact that my mondays aren't packed either, just 2 hours of Separation Technique. I'm glad though, the subjects looks like they are heavier this semester. That's for being a 3rd year student I guess.

I think I have the sixth sense to sense that I will fall sick. Haha. But I started feeling uncomfortable the day before yesterday with signs of flu yesterday and finally, I had fever last night. I took paracetamol and dozed off eventhough the night was still young and the fact that I've got no classes today. Fever's down now but I still feel the aches throughout my body and a headache. The bad thing about getting sick when you're in uni, there's no one to offer you special treatment. LOL.

I wonder why, but before this I've never bothered attending those funny talks or meetings organized by the uni. However, I actually attended the kolej Kediaman meeting and also Tun Dr. Mahathir's talk yesterday.

I guess these are all the updates for now.

Till then, have a lovely weekend people! God bless! :)

Monday, September 12, 2011

Mid-Autumn Festival

Third year in uni, third year being away from home during Mid-Autumn Festival.

But why I don't feel homesick? Is it because of the recent events? I want the old,happy atmosphere. But will I ever get the chance again?

The weather is cold tonight and I'm not feeling that well.

 I miss the hands which kept me warm every time my hands were cold. I miss the hands which fed me with medicine when I was sick. I miss the hands which cheered me up when I was down.I miss all the stories, i miss all the advice.

Maybe next holiday. :)

*sigh*

Perhaps certain memories just make you feel like if only time would stop for awhile.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Time to face REALITY.

It has been awhile, indeed. Of not going to class, thinking of school works and other things associated with uni life.

But time flies.

It's time to be back in uni, start going to classes and being busy as a student soon.

Sometimes, one can't help but miss certain moments. But no matter how much one had mixed feelings, we all know our own spots and we go back to our own nest.

Thank you for everything. I shall treasure the acts and the words. Make them the best memories.

Do the same please. :)