Unexpected

Life is full of surprises. Expected and unexpected. Looked forward and dreaded. They come when you least expect them.

Who would know that it will come to an end in such a way? It wasn't supposed to be this way isn't it? I don't want it to be this way either.

Call me a coward for not wanting to face reality. But like what everyone know, reality is harsh. Can I choose not  to accept it? Please? Will it change the fact if I say pretty please extremely nice and polite?

I don't think so, right?

At this moment, I feel like talking to the only one who knows what's going on.

But the fear of getting too attached to someone I'm not supposed to is deterring me.

Someone, please tell me what to do. :(