You are who you are for a reason =)

You are who you are for a reason.

You're part of an intricate plan.

You're a precious and perfect unique design,

Called God's special woman or man.



You look like you look for a reason.

Our God made no mistake.

He knit you together within the womb,

You're just what he wanted to make.



The parents you had were the ones he chose,

And no matter how you may feel,

They were custom designed

with God's plan in mind,

And they bear the Master's seal.



No, that trauma you faced was not easy.

And God wept that it hurt you so;

But it was allowed to shape your heart

So that into his likeness you'd grow.



You are who you are for a reason,

You've been formed by the Master's rod.

You are who you are, beloved,

Because there is a God!



Russell Kelfer

Depressed

Today is a saturday. A day i should be happy simply coz it's a saturday. But I'm not happy.

I'm angry at myself. I don't know why. But all I feel is anger today. =(

I wish I know how to make myself happy and spoil myself.

Miracle! =)

Something not seen, something not proven. Yet its attractiveness pulled me like gravity.

It may not happen often, it may not be everyone's faith. Yet time will prove its existance.

I didn't hold that much faith in it before. Blame it on logical thinking and seriousness. But people change, in thinking and in ways. And i changed.

It appeared again. Bringing much happiness and joy whenever it appeared and made a change. For this I thank God.

Maybe it continue to surface in my life from time to time. May it help to shine the path of life. May it be the star that we hold on in life.

I believe in you. =)

Packing time! =)

Oh, finally... It's time for Ellie to go home too. =)

Ellie had a not very wonderful day today. Her organic chem lecturer said that her class did very badly in the quiz. And her thermodynamics lecturer show a kinda black face when he saw that the attendance is less than half of the class. =(